Last night I got home from work in a terrible state of stress over multiple things but mostly the news going on in this country, online hate toward me and the trans community and the fear that democrats will throw us under the bus again as a bargaining chip during this shutdown.

Anyway, I sat down and I just couldn’t create. I couldnt come up with story or envision a page in my head and I knew I needed community and human contact. So I spent the evening at a local support group instead to commiserate and help put things in perspective.

Feeling much better today, but still in constant fear of another headline designed to malign, scapegoat or outright punish my community for existing. Hoping I can continue to maintain momentum, and I likely will until the inevitable next headline threatening my existence. >_<