2006-03-08
Posted March 7, 2006 at 7:00 pm
I got fairly depressed Tuesday evening for some reason. I feel rather like I'm being forced to accept that I'm never get ahead and really do the things I want to do. Being still stuck here is part of it, but it got me to thinking what's going to happen even after we move. Third will have a job, and I will not. I will look for a job, which from experience, is something that will be depressing and painful and will take six months to a year. At that time, if my past experience and current events prove to be the norm, I will settle for a job in a lower position than I want, doing something I don't enjoy for less money than I should be paid, prove invaluable, be given more and more work for not very much money and eventually become totally disgusted with what I do but continue it anyway because finding a new job is so difficult for me. While I pay off my debt with the checks that are sub par for my job, I will not have the cash to do the things I want to do and I will skimp on things I really should not so as to allow myself to do a few things I enjoy. Rinse, repeat, continue indefinitely. It's probably just the depression talking, but that's really how my life feels at the moment. Sorry to be such a downer. Many thanks to everyone who has donated to Misfile so far this month. For those who have requested that I put the amount donated so far in here as well as the nifty flash donation bar below. I've received $50 out of the $1000 goal for March. Remember, it's your donations that keeps Misfile updating 5 times a week rather than 3. If that's not enough return on your investment, you can always request a commission: [url=http://www.misfile.com/?menu=commissions]The MISFILE Commissions Studio :-)[/url] Don't forget to [url=http://www.buzzcomix.net/in.php?id=Misfile]VOTE FOR MISFILE ON BUZZ COMIX[/url] MISFILE GRAPHIC NOVEL 3 IS NOW AVAILABLE FOR SALE!!! That's right, even more Misfile in print. Books 1 and 2 are still available as well. [url=http://www.lulu.com/content/144813]MISFILE GRAPHIC NOVEL 1[/url] [url=http://www.lulu.com/content/151424]MISFILE GRAPHIC NOVEL 2[/url] [url=http://www.lulu.com/content/201663]MISFILE GRAPHIC NOVEL 3[/url]